the way i feel 2

swimming in the ocean of love is never that easy especially when there’s no one there to save you when your drowning…..


just a boy: a valentine post

chocolates, heart shaped balloons, love songs, love quotes and a bunch of dates. well that’s how others celebrate valentines day. As for me, valentines is just like any ordinary day I’ll just sleep it away but fore i go to sleep i usually listen to a bunch of love and sad songs to set-up my mood actually.for the past 19 years of my life, I’ve never been in a relationship(but I’m not gay), but hey!i can give a couple of advice to those who have a little conflict in their relationships, see not all people who have experience in being in a relationship are good at it, sometimes single people understand how hard it is to be in a relationship. Well anyways let’s not talk about me let’s talk about love. Love according to my vocabulary is a state where two hearts beats as one(yeah watta definition). What about you, what’s your definition of LOVE? moving on, i really need to ask this questions: (1) have you ever been in love? (2) do you believe in love at first sight?. Well, these questions are very basic but you don’t have to answer it anyway. As i go over news papers this morning, aside from politics there are a bunch of love topics. can you believe it? it’s kinda driving me crazy… Damn, what’s with love anyway? i wanna feel it(exclude the ones i receive from my family and my friends) even in the internet it’s all about love and now love songs are played via radio. Darn it, looks like I’m the only one left with no one to love me the way i want it to be. watching some love themed movies sometimes makes me fall in love and emotional at the same time but at least they gave me the chance to see how fantasy differ from reality. one of my fave line is from chasing liberty: “YOU KNOW FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS OF MY LIFE I’VE BEEN CONTENTED UNTIL YOU CAME AND I FELL IN LOVE”, well i said it just how much i remember it, though that’s not the exact words Ben Calder(Matthew Goode) told Anna foster(Mandy Moore) on the film and one of my many fave love themed movie is “A Walk to Remember” starring Mandy Moore again , it’s not that she’s on of my fave celebs, the story line of that film is very beautiful and it got my eyes wet all over again. Two of my fave songs are from Brian Littrell and Brian McKnight (1) one last cry and the other is (2) Back at one. well that’s all i have to say even in streets i see heart shaped balloons hehehe. don’t forget to grab one and give to your special someone. Have a merry CARDIOVASCULAR MUSCLE TO YOU.