a sad christmas

months i waited for this all i ever wanted to be happy as i can be but i failed to become at least one. now peolple are celebrating in thier houses and i alone and lonely. since we don’t celebrate a christmas party anymore i always  look forward of going home and threir i’ll assuring myself that i cuold be happy before the year ends.

lumang parol

may akda: Erhu Ianyce Perez

nasubukan ko nang magningning

sa gabing madilim

kasama ng iba pang mga bituin

naging palamuti sa inyong mga dingding

at tinanggap ng pamilyang maaalalahanin

makaraan ang ilang buwan

na ako’y nakasilid sa isang sulok,

at naranasan ang mga dumating na pagsubok

ako’y muling isasabit sa paskong darating

at muli’y masisilayan ko nag mga ngiting nagniningning

pagmamahalan at pagkakaisa  muling matatanaw

sa gabi’y mapapawi ang aking nadaramang ginaw

simoy ng hanging lumalamig

sa gabi’y madidinig ang awit ng mumunting himig.

ang naging inspirasyon ko sa pagawa ng maikling tulang ito ay ang pagsasabit namin ng parol sa isang opisina sa aming campus

at napa-isip ako kung may gustong sabihin ang mga lumang parol o kaya’y nagagalak ba sila dahil sila’y muling isasabit.

muli kong naalala na kahit mumunting mga parol ay may ayong mga pakiramdam din at sa ati’y gustong iparating.

vulnerable

vulnerable Erhu Ianyce Perez i was never born to be strong like superman or to become a knight like batman instead i was born to mischievous like peter pan I’m not intelligent like Einstein nor a poet like Shakespeare not even brave like David who stand amongst the other and put the giant on the ground in other words I’m not the greatest man ever live i was born as a commoner i have common features and I’m not perfect i always commit mistakes and learn from it and yes i easily get wounded i can smile like smiley but only few can see the real me because behind my smiles are tears i try to hide I’m not a prince who can revive a princess with just a single kiss or a hero who saves the day

rizelmine

try reading it log on to mangafox.com

few days ago i started to this manga entitled Rizelmine, its all about a young man tomonori iwaki a 14 year old student who happens to have like older women like her sensei. one afternoon after on his way back home he noticed a black car parked outside their residence then after opening the door rizel (a genetically engineered human which happen to be the prototype) on the other hand jumped over him and hug him and said that they’re already married and showed iwaki their marriage contract. then of course you have to read it afterwards ha ha i don’t want to spoil you ha ha. all i can say is this one is very good to read and even though its a little bit childish you’ll enjoy reading it because of its kawaii(cute) storyline.

writing was never easy

I’ve been working on my supposed to be novel but words don’t come out right and i don’t know how to begin.
i got a story stocked up in my head but still i don’t know how to start writing.
things are all in my mind school papers and the like,
so i don’t know where to start.

my favorite dance hits of 2009

hey guys,

              i’d like to share with you may top 6 fave hits this year hope you enjoy listening to them like i do.( just click the higlighted phrase so that you can listen to them) plus an additional song from Miley Cyrus Butterfly Fly Away and Taylor Swift Hey Stephen and last but not the least Honor Society Where are you now and David Archuleta  My Hands

1.Miley Cyrus Party in the USA  

2. Jay Sean Down 

3.Black Eyed Peas I Gotta Feeling

4.Cobra Starship Good Girls Go Bad

5.paradiso girls Patron Tequila

6.Pitbull Hotel Room Service

es2jante bluz

i'm really sad

 

“it’s my fault”

i just had my retake exam and it’s more difficult than the first time i took the exam though i reviewed all our past lessons and i’m not sure if i’m going to pass that because i’m uncertain on my answers.  i sometimes  don’t understand every lesson even though i want to concentrate on it, it’s very boring and the instructor( that’s how we address our professors here) keeps on repeating all the examples on the book. i admit it, i myself didn’t pay too much attention on the lesson but you know sometimes it’s not the students that is lacking, sometimes it’s the instructor though i’m not blaming any of them. i know all of the oyu will react on this but i’m just saying what i really feel about it.

         

ave maria by beyonce

Ave Maria

She was lost in so many different ways
Out in the darkness with no guide
I know the cost of a losing hand
Never thought the grace of God go high

I found heaven on earth
You were my last, my first
And then I hear this voice inside
Ave Maria

I’ve been alone when I’m surrounded by friends
How could the silence be so loud?
But I still go home knowing that I’ve got you
There’s only us when the lights go down

You are my heaven on earth
You are my hunger, my thirst
I always hear this voice inside
Singing Ave Maria

Sometimes love can come and pass you by
While your busy making plans
Suddenly hit you and then you realize
It’s out of your hands, baby you got to understand

You are my heaven on earth
You are my last, my first
And then I hear this voice inside
Ave Maria, Ave Maria, Ave Maria

 

thi song is very beautiful….

seedless

september 27, 2009. before ampings and i went to netopia(pinupuntahan namin every saturday and sunday para mag-net) he handed me a piece of his seedless mandarin, while walking through the flooded streets of ponce-gym(-gym kasi side lan siya ng campus na nagkataong malapit sa gym) i asked him “how do farmers grow seedless fruits if they all came from a seed?” then he answered me “i don’t know, oo nga panu kaya nila gingawa yun?” then we fetched my sister rhiane from her dorm( kasi sasama siya na mag-net samen kasi hindi adw siya nakapag friensdter kasi ginawa niya yung project niya nung nag-net siya). again while we’re walking i also asked her about it and she said “tinatanggal nila yung buto” haha she’s funny isn’t she? hahaha well that’s what happen while we are on the road hahaha. HOW ABOUT YOU DO YOU KNOW?

compose-composan

ako ay nagcocompose ng kanta kunwari daw hehehe
at ganito ang lyrics niya daw

everyday i see your smile
it makes my day worthwhile
and everytime i see you cry
i feel the pain you gelt deep inside

if you only knew that my heart belongs to you
and everyday of my life
i dedicate it to you
if you only knew

i wanna create memories with you
hug you tight, hold your hand
and fight your fears away

i will make you laugh when your down to boost you confidence up
and see you smile again

if you only knew that my heart belongs to you
and everyday of my life
i dedicate it to you
if you only knew

pero hindi pa siya tapos hehehe
maganda ba?